This Morning

Woke up this morning when my phone rang, 5:15, I woke up from a dream that was turning into a nightmare. With my eyes shut I thought about not getting up, but I did that yesterday so I can’t do it today. I lay there for five minutes, I was about to slip away again, and then I remembered having class later on, so I had to get up. I rolled out, and turned on the lights, I wasn’t as I tired as I should be. It took me hours to do the homework the night before, causing me to fall asleep around 1:30. It’s going to be a hard day, but hey, I come from a hard life, so I am not phased, I got my dukes up, and feet apart while slightly bending my knees; bring it on life, I got your number.I put on Loyd Banks’ ‘Porno Star’ in Winamp, the beat is making me feel better. What’s up with the power of music, I would like to know how it works so well. Nina Simone came on next, amazing to think that she did all that, amazing. Time floated away, I don’t remember much more, just a regular drive, with the regular 6:30 crowd, all hurrying up to wait for death. There’s a bunch of guys retiring today, they can, if they chose, never work again. I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to do that, never work. It even sounds bad to me. I’ve joked many time saying I couldn’t wait for retirement, but I’ve lied every time I’ve said it. Hurry up and wait…