She..ll..be

Heart’s content

Met this fictional girl that shattered my version of reality, all of it was thrown into the wind. She had that everlasting quality of being attractive for multiple lifetimes- She was too much of me, cause just like me everything was done quickly and fiercely.

I wanted to write this down, while the feeling was still fresh in my bone marrow, I am smiling at myself and looking in the mirror and thinking that Karma’s got a sense of humor. The same way she had waltz her way in, she blew right back out, and just like a tornado she did damages that will reshape the land for-ever. This is amazingly funny-

Kind of alone and lonely at the same time for the first time in a very long time- Alone…Lonely… and I am not upset, I am ok, I am worried for what I can become

Self Destruction

Driving too fast on icy roads….

Drinking myself to oblivion…

D and D not the only thing both actions have in common, I am attached to both

Delayed manifestation of… or the actualization and enactment of…

The closest to it I’ve been to…

My life…